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This Isn't Goodbye (2023 Redux)

by Darryl Blood

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HAPPY TODAY (Blood/Nelson) Sweet apathy after the rain’s washed out every thought I’d find That used to bring up such sad times that I’d often rewind Get out of bed when the cat jumps in, and there’s coffee when I rise It’s good to know you still listen when I just sit and smile It’s such a stale tune just feeling down on my luck For all you feign hearted, better step back, get out of the room Let’s save it all up for a West Coast life, I’ve got L.A. on my mind I can feel the heaviest weights drop, I’m going to leave it all behind There’s no reason to stay so we have to go, throw the suitcase on the fire Just roll off all of those doubts, we’re going leave it all in stride It’s such a pale tune just feeling down on my luck For all you feign hearted, better step back, get out of the room Because I don’t feel bad, to feel happy today
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STOOL PIGEON (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) It didn’t amount to much this time with a needle in the other eye A remedy for your thoughts and a penny shy The coroner’s search was a fruitless try when the heart’s split up like branches We’re missing out on all the golden scams, and too busy staring I fell in love with a poet once and she stole all my ashes A rickety trail down a ballet of denial. She lives in an asian monastery’s nest, with birds painted on the ceiling There’s an ally where the sick and ill pass by without a sound There’s ninety pound ladies outside puking their guts out And I’m the only sober one left in this city full of drunks There’s a silver throat in this cheap hotel, I can hear the garbage man singing You can see the meekest grins like a sunrise The fear of truth is a solitary knife and it slices with conviction There’s cut up dollar bills in the parking lot and the trees are on fire There’s ninety pound ladies outside puking their guts out And I’m the only sober one left in this city full of drunks Sleeping alone with the pigeon cries in a moonlit mini van Stacking all my vinyl high and dry There’s nickels rusting in the snow and apologies are wasted On the richest man whose never satisfied and just gets wasted There’s ninety pound ladies outside puking their guts out And I’m the only sober one left in this city full of drunks
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TRUE HEARTS (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) Well I was sitting on the bus and I was feeling kind of down on my luck ‘cause I ain’t got a penny to spend and it’s time for another weekend And your birthday is drawing near, but I can’t buy a thing for you dear What can I do, to show my love for you? My heart is true, my love is all for you Just when I thought all hope was gone, well this tune just came bopping along Then I knew then what I had to do, I’d write a song just to sing for you So I turned my four-track on, and it really didn’t take me too long It flowed right through, I laid it down for you My heart is true, my love is all for you And I hope this fuzzy feeling never disappears, Like a puff of smoke in a long necked bottle of beer I’ve got a bum microphone but my melodies still kicked ass My heart is true, I wrote this all for you Just whistle this tune, to know I’m thinking of you Well there’s a beautiful moon and the stars are shining way too bright And if my memory holds you’re still such a wonderful sight And I hope this fuzzy feeling never disappears When I get home, I want you all alone My heart is true, my love is all for you
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UNSETTLING SWEET (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) Your fingers so delicate, but hardly benign They calculate and measure my heart to the nines You tipped me right over and I tipped you my hat The moment I let you in, you’re out like a cat It’s just not your face, it’s just not your mind You touch that part of me that wants to shrivel up and die You settle like sugar to the bottom of my glass And as I watch it floating down it ain’t easy to relax You’re unsettling and sweet, but never you mind Won’t finish where I left off because you left me behind It’s just not your face, it’s just not your mind You touch that part of me that wants to shrivel up and die
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SORE (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) Did I take too much lightly? Words twist around Did I say too much lately You turn around so sore Don’t want to fuck it up anymore You and I have found Did I take too much lightly? Words twist around Did I say too much lately You turn around so sore Don’t want to fuck it up anymore You and I have found
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WORRISOME BLUES (Blood/Nelson) Same old town in the same old shoes I’m so down and out I can’t lose But lately there’s this thorn in my side And every rose has been picked and bled dry Don’t patronize me, it’s easy to see And that’s alright babe Found my luck down in the dumps With all those rusted boxcars and latches It’s just those little things that make me want to cry I just can’t live down another stinking lie Someone’s up there saying that there’s a grave waiting for me But it’s hard to see Let’s put those hard times to rest And lord knows I’m holding my breath To put out this fire Piss, vinegar and strife That’s burning my whole life
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ALL CONFUSED (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) All confused, any way I lose Any time, anyone Feel like shit and I’m made of it Every time you walk by I’d like to say it’s not But nothing could be more from the truth Nothing could mean less There’s nothing like the sun burning everyone Relationships never change a bit Any state, any town Fading hopes in the liner notes I’ve saved every scrap I’ve ever found I’d like to say it’s not But nothing could be more from the truth Nothing could mean less There’s nothing like the sun burning everyone
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MORAL LIES (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) Now I feel like dying All your heartstrings I pushed aside Still I feel like tying all my sick bends and moral lies Don’t you write me off Don't you write me off Please wane your crying I’m not that good prince you once surmised Awake, it kills you’re pining You need some good friends more than I Don’t you write me off Don't you write me off Now I feel life’s dying Lost my instincts There’s dirt on my sleeve
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THIS ISN’T GOODBYE (Blood/Melton/Nelson/Withers) I’m finding it hard to pack it all away, this life Old bent suitcases and luggage still blocking the driveway Please don’t say we’ll regret it I still have a sense of good times Don’t fear what’s ahead of us I know we can make it Just want you to do what seems right Got news today, they want to take you away “please reply, post-haste” Wanderlust, I could see it in your eyes When we drove through Charlotte Please don’t say we’ll regret it I still have one more year left in school Don’t fear what’s ahead of us I know we can make it Just want you to do what seems right This isn’t goodbye, my love, it’s not This isn’t goodbye Not on your life, if I had to decide I’d want to be right by your side We’ll make it O.K. I just want to say, it could be nice This isn’t goodbye, my love, it’s not This isn’t goodbye
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SUBWAY FLOWERS (Blood/Melton/Nelson) You gave all my clothes to the good will And you set all my records on fire Honey you sure know how to kill me without even lifting a knife You say I’m drab awful and hopeless And my wardrobe is cheaper than wine But honey my style is so ageless I only dress up like an old man so I’ll feel young when I die You say that you love me and I’ve got potential But honey I love you just fine I know I can’t fix you a square meal But I can show you a pretty good time You’re harping on me like some sting from a bee Instead of just smelling the flowers But it puzzles me though dear why you love me so When I’m just not the right guy who’s digging your gold So I’ll be saving all my pennies and dimes For some cheap subway flowers and a ride on the town And I’ll be waiting on that old city line That leads me on home back to you like some breadcrumbs to your side Don’t get me wrong, I love you to pieces I’d be lost without you, desert flower And though we may disagree on a few things You’re still the cherry in my whisky sour So salt all the angels in judgement With a grain or two sifted real fine And make sure none of its wasted Because I wouldn’t take that love from you Without giving a good fight So I’ll be saving all my pennies and dimes For some cheap subway flowers and a ride on the town And I’ll be waiting on that old city line That leads me on home back to you like some breadcrumbs to your side
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DEEP, DARK SUN (Blood/Melton/NelsonWithers) Spirits come and go I’ve lost what I’m told and waste the morning Vagrants and bags, just swatting the flies To kill the afternoon Deep as it comes for everyone Glass menageries, you’re quite a sight to see When you’re smashed and broken Waving regrets like some blank canceled check You just want more once it’s gone Dark as the sun, that shines for no one When we could use it Deep as it comes for everyone I laugh and I choke, just some half-winded jokes That have died and blown away No matter what you’ve heard, you can’t blame it on the lord We’ll be listening until you’re gone Dark as the sun, that shines for no one When we could use it Deep as it comes for everyone
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WINTER SONG (Blood) Another day, another bell I feel my words slip off the old shelf
 It won't come to me now, forget all I've said

 An angel’s grave, so cold in the ground 
They took that joy without a sound 
In spite of all the good you have done 

The doctors came to your lonesome bed
 They took it all, it haunts me to death 
They've robbed you a life you'll never fill
 You've been so patient and good 
Isn't that what they say, you'll get what you should? 
In spite of all this pain, you must live on In spite of all this pain
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credits

released July 7, 2023

The Half-Assed Wizards:

D.Blood - vocals, guitars, bass, piano, melodica, slide guitar on track 10, harmonica on tracks 2 & 6, tambourine, glockenspiel

James "McCann" Melton - banjo on tracks 2 & 7; lead guitar on track 5; slide guitar on tracks 2 & 4; fuzz solo on track 8, bvox tracks 2 ,3 & 7; harmonica on track 11

Dave Nelson - drums

Gordon Withers - cello

Ben Bradford & Jeff Goddard - trumpets on track 1

Basic tracks recorded on Tascam 388 8-track, NOV '01-JAN '02 @ Fenway Studios, Boston, MA

Redux overdubs recorded @the Dungeon, Los Angeles, CA '22-'23
Mixed & Remastered by D.Blood

Extra technical assistance by Henry Blood

BONUS TRACKS:

Darryl Blood - acoustic & electric guitars; vocals; all pianos; bass on tracks 23, 25, 26, 36, 40-42, 44, 45-49, 55; melodica on track 39; harmonica on tracks 18, 43, 52, 54, 59, 57, 62; drums on tracks 37 & 49; violin on track 24

Keller McGuinness - drums on tracks 40-48 & 50

James “McCann” Melton -banjo on tracks 15, 16, 19, 20, 51, 59, 61, 64; harmonica on track 17, 63; shaker on track 18; bvox on tracks 14, 17-20, 51, 58-63; slide guitar on track 57; melodica on track 14, 58, 60; jew’s harp on tracks 14 & 18

Dave Nelson - drums on tracks 14-20, 52, 54-56, 58-64

Nicole Rodrigues - bvox on track 26

Jeffrey Simmons - bass on track 50

Gordon Withers - cello on tracks 14-20, 58-64

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